February 2012
2 posts
“I’ll tell you a secret. Something they don’t teach you in your temple. The Gods envy us. They envy us because we’re mortal, because any moment might be our last. Everything is more beautiful because we’re doomed. You will never be lovelier than you are now. We will never be here again” - Achilles
Lets share the scare tactics.
The boogieman has a bomb and he hates your family. Watch out for pitfalls, monsters and random acts of violence along the way. You hear that cough? A light sneeze? Your gonna die soon so pray on your knees. Its the new pandemic, this repetitive rhetoric. Around and around it goes, until were so dizzy blood spews out our nose. Trust me and I’ll cut taxes, follow me and we’ll sharpen our...
January 2012
5 posts
Deadspin Video: Edson Barboza's Roadhouse-Style... →
We didn’t have time to give this nasty wheel kick KO the proper treatment last night, but here’s Edson Barboza’s heel applied to Terry Etim’s face in extreme slow motion, from Saturday’s UFC 142 lightweight event. This is a Deadspin Video, in which strange sports moments are slowed down to…
Too many mistas not enough sistas
December 2011
9 posts
I am
The confused mix of Nihilism and Sentimentalism.
Coffee
Is the only thing that makes me feel alive anymore
I am tired
Of feigning interest to satisfy other peoples egos or self confidence. I wish I could be cold hearted and mean because being kind and receptive fucking sucks. If only I didn’t spend the last 20 years of my life conditioning myself to be super kind this would be easier. Step one: stop imagining what people feel like (sever all empathy), Step two: Only care about how I feel (Selfishness is...
A fire lit
A fire lit inside of me
A bright flame only I can see
Though I sit so sound and peacfully
The fire it’s consuming me.
I see it when I close my eyes
Transcends through my hardened lies
It makes me want to sever ties
and never give in no matter how many tries.
Will it be a benefit?
Or should I try to get rid of it?
Can I start myself a new?
A changed man right in front of you?
My...
In the end it's nothing but a lesson
I tried, I gave it my all, and while a loss stings like the piercing sword I must push forward. For the past is dead and all that remains in the memory. The only way it influences my future is what I learn from it. This fight opened my eyes, training half ass equal fighting half ass. I know I have a solid right hand, I know I must relax now, I gotta mix it up. this and that. Ultimately, I must...
I stumbled in my first fight
Landed some shots but got tired and overwhelmed. I am sorry and will come back better
I dont care who reads this
All I know is eight days from now I meet my toughest test. It may seem inconsequential to other people but my first fight is literally a self discovery process. Through my training I have learned to endure, to push beyond all preconcieved limits I had on myself. I learned how, when completely beaten and exhausted, to keep fighting through it and win. In 8 short days I am not fighting an opponent,...
November 2011
24 posts
I shouldn't of worked out so hard the day before...
I feel stiffer than Jerry Sandusky at a boy scouts meeting….
The martial artists way.
Train. Pain. Gain.
I shot the morning in the back
With my red wings on, and told the sun it better go back down.
Honestly
What am I doing wrong? I really try to be happy, but it never seems to truly work. When I isolate myself from people I crave the public eye, when I am a social butterfly I can’t help but think that people are fucking idiots. I just can’t get it right. If I didn’t have this fight to look forward to I am certain i would go crazy. Is that a sad statement? That the only thing that...
You know it's bad
When you are complaining about how much you are complaining
After all of this mental focus
All of this training, going to the gym when i was tired all of this bullshit, my opponent pulled out of the fight. Im pretty bummed, sorry to everyone who was waiting to hear my results. I’ll keep training and get in much better shape and promise a KO when I finally debut.
Second phase of training for my fight
Cardio is decent, but will continue to develop as fight day comes close.
Now I move onto hard sparring. Gotta get my body used to taking punishment and dishing it right back out. I will continue to keep the world posted on my trainings. wish me luck guys!
“If you want good knockouts, I am here to give!”
Never stop
Complacency is the first nail in your coffin
SOYLENT GREEN!
IS PEOPLE!!!!!
Denver hates Nickleback! Hilarious read →
Chuggin' beers before math
Best idea I’ve had all day…
My friends
Think of the past in terms of those memories of events and accomplishments that were pleasant, rewarding and satisfying. The present? Well, think of it in terms of challenges and opportunities, and the rewards available for the application of your talents and energies. As for the future, that is a time and place where every worthy ambition you possess is within your grasp.
It's the same story over and over
Blue bloods, revolution duds, and the strong live on.
):
Playing in the dirt and jumping on the bed, Momma comes to kiss your wounds when you fall onto your head. Finding worms, not worrying about germs and imagination games. Now that scary revelation that things can never be the same. gone are the days of immature play and screaming and crying until you get your way. Now were old and all by ourselves, all work and no play, put our free time on the...
October 2011
42 posts
Today begins
Me getting clean from the green. Odds are I’m gonna be fairly mean so avoid being seen.
I am down
Like an extra 21st chromosome
Sure
I am a little bit nervous, a little bit scared and a little bit apprehensive. I definitely have doubts in my mind, concerns with my ability and experience.My opponent is older, taller, has more of a reach advantage and shit he might even be stronger, but I have never felt such a fire in my heart then when I saw him for the first time. All I know is I am making my kickboxing debut Dec 10 and every...
One day I hope
that people will be carving my face into pumpkins
I just want
A girl with low self-esteem and a whole bunch of bottled up anger, is that too much to ask for?
