We didn’t have time to give this nasty wheel kick KO the proper treatment last night, but here’s Edson Barboza’s heel applied to Terry Etim’s face in extreme slow motion, from Saturday’s UFC 142 lightweight event. This is a Deadspin Video, in which strange sports moments are slowed down to…
I am tired
Of feigning interest to satisfy other peoples egos or self confidence. I wish I could be cold hearted and mean because being kind and receptive fucking sucks. If only I didn’t spend the last 20 years of my life conditioning myself to be super kind this would be easier. Step one: stop imagining what people feel like (sever all empathy), Step two: Only care about how I feel (Selfishness is animal nature), Step three: Cut off all excess friendship (trimming the fat).
A fire lit
A fire lit inside of me
A bright flame only I can see
Though I sit so sound and peacfully
The fire it’s consuming me.
I see it when I close my eyes
Transcends through my hardened lies
It makes me want to sever ties
and never give in no matter how many tries.
Will it be a benefit?
Or should I try to get rid of it?
Can I start myself a new?
A changed man right in front of you?
My heart it yearns for redemption
The fire burns at my attention
pushing through this pain and guilt
I can ascend or I can wilt.
With a clenched fist I trudge along
hoping that someday someone will sing my song.
How will my story be told
A tragic hero or a king of gold?
